ARGH!!! 3 weeks and counting! Oh crap, I am leaving too soon and am so unorganised.
This seemed like such a good idea when I decided to go, now I've got the wobbles. It'll be fine and I know I will enjoy myself where I end up but I am going to miss my friends so much.
There are going to be many meltdown moments in the next few weeks. I sold my car the other day and it was really upsetting.
Unresolved issues are driving me crazy!!!
Help!!
Friday 23 May 2008
Friday 2 May 2008
Elegantly Wasted!
Well, what a week.
High points:
1. ANZAC ball - boogying, posh frocks, eye candy everywhere, balloon balancing and fun!
2. Friends coming over on Tuesday evening
3. Excitement at mad sandstorm
Low points:
1. The man reasserting his D@%ckwad nature. I mean WTF, how confusing can one person be and do they not realise the head f&ck they create!!
2. The hangover I will have bukra!
So in one week the man (fickle Kuwaiti) has gone from "your so good" , "Kuwait will be worse off without you" to not even returning my texts. I have a feeling a scrawny blonde may be involved and quite frankly the fact that it may have been lauded over me by both of them may actually makes me feel physically sick. I turned up to a gathering at his on Sunday eve (at his invitation I may add) and a comment was made by her infront of me that implied something had gone on that afternoon - she's been one of his floozies in the past. I am very naive and thick and didn't cotton on about what was implied until the next day- GIT!!
However, he invited me over and was very touchy feelly with me (new but usual development over the past 3 months, even infront of his mates) when she'd left. WTF?????
Please guys can someone explain what the hell goes on in men's heads cos I firmly don;t understand how one minute you can be very keen then the next be an ignorant git!
ARGH!!!
Right excuse spelling as I am a little fragile tonight!!
High points:
1. ANZAC ball - boogying, posh frocks, eye candy everywhere, balloon balancing and fun!
2. Friends coming over on Tuesday evening
3. Excitement at mad sandstorm
Low points:
1. The man reasserting his D@%ckwad nature. I mean WTF, how confusing can one person be and do they not realise the head f&ck they create!!
2. The hangover I will have bukra!
So in one week the man (fickle Kuwaiti) has gone from "your so good" , "Kuwait will be worse off without you" to not even returning my texts. I have a feeling a scrawny blonde may be involved and quite frankly the fact that it may have been lauded over me by both of them may actually makes me feel physically sick. I turned up to a gathering at his on Sunday eve (at his invitation I may add) and a comment was made by her infront of me that implied something had gone on that afternoon - she's been one of his floozies in the past. I am very naive and thick and didn't cotton on about what was implied until the next day- GIT!!
However, he invited me over and was very touchy feelly with me (new but usual development over the past 3 months, even infront of his mates) when she'd left. WTF?????
Please guys can someone explain what the hell goes on in men's heads cos I firmly don;t understand how one minute you can be very keen then the next be an ignorant git!
ARGH!!!
Right excuse spelling as I am a little fragile tonight!!
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